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    It seems really hard to me to write in English these days. The reason  - if there is a reason actually - is that I have no intention to write, even in my mother language. I'm not able to express myself properly.

The only thing I must say is that I am approaching to the end of my journey.I have had some experiences without reaching any goals.

Although the worst ever incidents have changed my life to misery but I am still attempting to not giving up the struggle. I am still in the heart of the battle. Tired, really tired and almost hopeless, but I am quite sure that I am alive. This is the point.